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2011-11-22T21:15:00.002+08:00

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Assalamualaikum
So,writing(while swiping off the dust and spider webs)of this blog of mine as someone had mention this blog has been dead for a super long time.
Just updating some major events that had happen.
1.No longer schooling.
2.Working.Yes.And i couldn't be more happier and blessed.
Schooling.Shall not elaborate on why i am not schooling anymore.And some will know why.
Working.
My working life.As an Full-time Assistant Childcare teacher.At PPIS.A muslim organization which allows me to perform my duties as a muslim.All this thanks to Allah.Could't feel more bless and thankful.Everything happens for a reason,and i think this is the reason why i am schooling no more.
Imagine,my childhood career.Since 7 years old.Now 13 years later.
Will hold to my mum countless non-stop USEFUL advise.Thanks mama.I really need it.Insya-allah i will hold on to it.With the start of this job,i can see my future more clearly now.No more blurry visions.
Finally,an objective in live.I feel more like an adult.(Cheyy...HAHA!)
My future is slowly shaping.Insya-allah.God willing.
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So,its been almost 3 weeks.Alhamdulillah,the people there were friendly.And the kids!How can i not stop talking about them.My babies.My daughters.My sons.As much tantrum they can throw,at the end of the day,they were the reason for the smiles on my face.
My favourite boy:Daney
My favourite girl:Dina,-the twins(Sakeena,Sofeeyah)
Feeling bad for having favourites but they were among the cutest of the cutest!
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Been sick for 4 days straight.Half day yesterday and MC today.
No voice coming out for this few days.Constant dry cough which results in pain in my lower abdomen and chest.And this have drain the energy out of me.
***
Regardless,tomorrow will be attending work.Cause there will be a fire evacuation exercise.
Can't wait to see the reaction of the kids tomorrow when the fire drill alarm went off.

That's all for today's post.:)
Giving my love out to all of you.
Assalamualaikum.

O'Allah

2011-09-14T00:13:00.001+08:00

♥

When people start questioning,doubting.

I stood by to defend.Going to the extend of lying.

But she knows.

The heart stood strong.But it is growing weaker by day.

Is it able to withstand all the pain.

Self-inflicted pain.

Is lying to myself worth it.

Is waiting for the change worth it.

I'm sure God knows.

And i hope that,that day will arrive soon.

For now,all i that am holding on to is faith and believe that HE knows the best for me.

O'Allah,strengthen this heart of mine.Cause you are the only one who understood what ordeal i'm going throught right now.

♥

Holiday and ramblings.

2011-06-13T12:48:00.001+08:00

Monday.
The day the prophet is born.So there must not be any monday blues whatsoever...cause it is a good day.No matter how much of a bad day monday is,it is still a good day.Make sense no?
Today school officially start.And i woke up late.Due to my forgetfulness to set an alarm.Luckily,mum woke me up.And as usual.Getting a scolding.-.-
Still in a holiday mood.
Seriously,I just want to be a kampong girl.Lead a normal kampong life.Chase the chicken.Do what any 'anak dara' kampong would do.Oh god.If only life was like that.My life would be STRESS free.Chasing chicken for the guys.Masak-masak.Can't deny that no matter where you put me,i would still love kampong life.Its in my blood.Both sides of my grandparents are malaysians.Only that,on my dad side,they came to S'pore and change their citizenship.Still i'm a PURE blood kampong girl.And i'm proud to proclaimed that.
Holiday was great.Beyond great if there is ever such a word.Mashallah,Subhanallah is all i can say...
Dad was already planning on going to Kedah for a homestay and then go to Langkawi via either aeroplane or bus.Was asked to start saving from now.Oh yes i will.I love my dad.Haha...
Skipping that,can't wait for my lenses and scarf to arrive at any moment this week.Heee...:D
Watch me on tv tonight.RTM 1.Anjung Bestari.9.30pm.Spot me.
Salam...♥♥♥

My family.Missing nek wati and wak.:'(

2011-06-10T20:39:00.001+08:00

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Wet Sunday Morning

2011-06-05T10:33:00.005+08:00

Hello once again...:)
Well,woke up with a wet morning...Thus,the temptation to just stay stay in bed and curl like one fishball on the corner of the bed till tomorrow.
Yesterday,i end the night by watching a horror movie with my siblings and cousin.Boy,it scares me and the siblings like hell...But for my 14 year-old cousin who didn't brought her spectacle watch it by sitting near the television and I notice not one bit did she attempt run away for her life or close her eyes or talk as much as i am to avoid listening to the sound effect.Salute to her.Cause i tell ya,if it was just me and my siblings we would have ran away and change channels or continue watching but hugging each other like crazy or we would just switch off the television and the outcome of us watching horror movies would be irritating.Love horror,but each of us am a "scaredy cat". -.-
Skipping that,i while watching the horror movie and trying to avoid it at the same time,was bloghopping at my current favourite facebook 'shop?' title pamperdesire which sells contact lenses from korea.
I broke my blogshopping 'virginity' there..It was all due to the cute and cheap lenses that it offers.Am waiting for my lenses to arrive right now...The seller,Nellie,am such a friendly and sweet person!offers great service.Very prompt in replying sms-es and emails....
Talking about great services reminded me about school...Topics we used to cover.Haiyoh...Tsk!
Venturing into a new topic,my dad's guppy just lay and egg!it was a bunch full of them and it left goosebump everytime i talk about it cause the egg will be sticking on the fish tank wall.And all i see will be many transparent circles eggs.But one thing i hate is,one of the guppy keep eating eating those eggs!Very the geram lah teramat sangat...Ish....Hoping i can see a new generation of guppies on the fish tank...And the female guppy is still pregnant!i think so...everyone thinks so...due to the 'buncit-ness' of her tummy/belly...
Enough of that,my belly are hungry..TOodles...And have a great Sunday insya-allah...:)
2 more days!
Salam...♥♥♥

Bismillah..Let's start....

2011-06-04T18:23:00.005+08:00

Hello there!Assalamualaikum..
Well..this dusty blog of mine should really be updated after 2 months of ignorance.
Typical laziness to update the blog due to the boring topics that i post which i found personally not attractive enough which i thought was due to the fact that i run out of topics to talk about.
After some mini soul-searching,decided to share with all of you whats going on daily,on Nadhirah Bte Rahmat life.
Topics to be talk about are already on my head.And i hope i don't forget about what to right tomorrow since i found myself being a 'peluper' lately...
Blame it all on school which i may say last time...But i think i have myself to be blame for all the happenings on my life right now.
Signing off with kisses and huggies.♥
Salam to all my muslim readers...

♥Khamis Jumaat♥

2011-03-31T21:07:00.000+08:00

T-H-U-R-S-D-A-Y...
This week will be a laughless week.Due to my lips which contains 4 ulcers that decided to appear on the same time.Blooming like mushrooms.Twice at a time on the left upper lips.Which left me to eat and drink using my right side lips.Don't know how i manage to do that,but i eventually did.
So,though today was a lazy day,for the sake of a friend,i eventually helped her to pass a form to the school office before it closes at 6.
Coincidentally,mum had to picked up little sister from school,so we went out together and i get to eat my CHEESE FRIES!!!:D am a happy girl today.But still a part of me longs for satay.Oww..yummy yum...
I am officially a bored girl.Ok bye.

♥

♥scratchy itchy feet♥

2011-03-30T01:35:00.001+08:00

While everybody was fast asleep on their comfy beds,i was alone.Awake.Staring in front of the laptop and tumblr-ing away like nobody business.Liking and reblogging every stuff or post that i can relate to.Tumblr speaks for me eventually.
This week did not start off good.I was scratching like nobody business mostly on the feet to be exact.Barely sleeping at night.Been thinking about what might cause the itchiness but it came to a dead end.Red spots all over the feet got me thinking if i was having chicken pox or some allergies.
But come to think of it,i do not have any allergies to any food,except rice.Which is my self presumed allergies since the day i dislike eating rice.As for chciken pox,i had one when i was little.So the chances of suffering from one again is a 100 to 1.
Have been asked to apply this cream called 'jelly gamat'. Only to find out it did work.But unfortunately,there is none of that cream left.Soooo,i have been left scratching all day long.What with my 'bengkak' lips.Which makes eating,brushing of teeth and taking wudu' seems a lot tougher than usual.Cause my saliva will be dropping everytime i do one of those activities above.
Its almost 1.30 am in the morning,and i guess i need to force myself to sleep with this itchy feet of mine.Scratching the whole night i guess.Going to the doctor will so be a waste of time and money.
OOohh...To Mr Rahmat Altair Ibn Abu Bakar,good luck for your test tomorrow!
Toodles :)

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♥things happen for a reason♥

2011-03-27T00:44:00.001+08:00

"What a wonderful world"...(sings to self)...alhamdulillah...
Weird thing happen today..well,from my point of view at least.Was waiting for the bus to come,when suddenly this uncle around the 50's i assume,strikes a conversation.To cut things short,he was like a heaven sent but weird person.Not any normal person would strike a conversation with you regarding your personal life.Well,there might be some,but the longest sentence they would talk,would be about one,or two.And then,they would mind their own business.And also,mostly aunties would strike the conversation which i don't mind talking with.
Seriously talking,i should not make a big deal out of this,but it was weird lah.Pelik.Everything he say was spot on.I was standing there trying to constraint myself wanting to say "Macam mane cik tau!!!"...He was like an "ahli nujum"..An english fortune teller.Was standing there,like rock.With the frozen smile i gave to him every now and then...Issh...he was like god sent lah...but the only weird thing is,he 'jemput' me to sit on the top of the double decker bus...Like pelik much.Sorrylah uncle...But...hhmm....donnoelah...

Skipping that,i lost 3 followers at tumblr.Should be either,due to my lack of updating tumblr or because i keep reblogging about religion.Either way,i don't mind already.Not like last time when i will start cursing the follower who unfollow...

Enough of the story telling, its 12.34 am in the morning.And tomorrow i got a birthday party to attend too..got to save those energies for tomorrow...
Buh bye lovelings...;) And to my dearest encik...thanks a lot for today...Ana uhhibuka/ki...:D

♥

Pssst..don't forget your bedtime prayers..

♥rezeki ada di mana mana♥

2011-03-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Tali iman yang paling kuat adalah cinta karena Allah dan benci karena Allah.” (HR. At Tirmidzi)

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10.46 am.And what do i do.Just like my mummy,i'm lazing around teaching my siblings for their home-based learning activity.
So,since i am doing nothing,here i am to share with you my experience searching and finding a job for my 2 months school vacation which have been used up for almost 2-4 weeks as of today.Its not good i tell you.Practically super stress.But i am here not to complain about it since,well..its just part and parcel of life right?
Am saving up money to buy a phone that i wanted BADLY since last year,with this year, the pressure to buy the phone is higher since my 2 years contract had just ended.
Continuing,i never knew searching for a job is this tough since my last two job experiences have been fairly well with getting the job on the spot with just one interview being conducted.
My patience is on the verge of breaking and am having sleepless nights just thinking of this.
Skipping the topic,been watching KBS world.Am currently having a weakness for this drama titled Golden era of daughters-in law.And for suria been watching Jeritan Sepi 3 and Nur Kasih which irritates the hell out of me,but still i found myself watching it,cause it is worth watching.
But i think something good comes out of it though.I got to spend more time with my mum,dad and siblings.Making them laugh to ease their stress especially Haziqah.This is what money can't buy.And as much as i want that job and phone badly,it is always on my second priority list.Loved ones come first.:)
Like in korean language: Sarang Haeyo! :D

Muka budak belom mandi dah on computer...tsk3...

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥one and one only♥

2011-02-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Yang dicari; walau bukan putera raja, biarlah putera agama.
Yang diimpi, biarlah tak punya rupa, asal sedap dipandang mata.
Yang dinilai, bukan sempurna sifat jasmani, asalkan sihat rohani dan hati.
Yang diharap, bukan jihad pada semangat, asal perjuangannya ada matlamat.
Yang datang, tak perlu rijal yang gemilang, kerana diri ini serikandi dengan silam yang kelam. Yang dinanti, bukan lamaran dengan permata, cukuplah akad dan janji setia.
Dan yg akan terjadi, andai tak sama dgn kehendak hati, insyaAllah ku redha ketetapan Ilahi.

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That is all i ask from you.It's not wealth that i search in you,but religion and the pureness of your heart and behaviour to accept me as who i am in regardless state i am in.
I love you.
***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D
♥

♥baby love♥

2011-02-20T11:51:00.007+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Sesiapa yang berkahwin, sesungguhnya ia telah menyempurnakan separuh dari agamanya maka bertakwalah ia pada separuh yang lain
***

Hello,halu,alo alo...watemelon...assalamualaikum.

It's Sunday morning going to be 12 soon in about 45 minutes more.

Ate Mcdonald mc chicken at about 9am and now i'm craving for more food.Comfort food to be exact.Like fried mushroom.When fried mushroom comes to mind,i can be a little bit selfish..Sho the yummy that i want nobody to taste or even touch that fried oyster mushroom of mine except me of course.

Hate myself for being that way.I need to c-h-a-n-g-e.

So,tomorrow will be my last paper.Can't wait to jump for joy..After all those stressful 16 weeks..We all need a timeout before school starts reopening again on the month of April with freshman on their hands.

Been searching for job and studying at the same time.How irritating can it be when all that you saw on the job posting was "we need bilingual talking person".Everything was perfect,until that sentence pop along and it spoils everything.-.-"

On a happier note,had just visit mum's friend who had just given birth 1 month ago to an adorable super cute,super handsome baby boy.

Had great time holding the baby and talking baby language to the baby.Seeing him smile and laugh when i talk was super cute!I feel like there was a need to kidnapped him and bring him home.

And also had great time laughing and munching on the kerepek that mom's other friend had brought along.

Yesterday was a pretty hectic day.

Now did i know how it was to be a teacher to students who just can't put enough concentration.

My little scandal,danish and his brother seriously test my patience and put my emotions on hold.

Danish was okay.Though playful,he still can concentrate and not play as much as his little brother who was fidgetting every less than 60 seconds and not attempting on any of his homework questions with just saying 'tak paham'.Even when they say they understood,it practically means "i say i understand because i don't want to study and hear you nag anymore because i want to play."

Anyhow,they are my scandals.And my prefer teaching them than teaching their sisters who constantly talk about their boyfriends, with me and sis ending up confuse on if they are still attached or single and mixing their guy friends names them and simply make them happy by just nodding our head and pretend we understood and are interested in everything that they say when actually we are crying with misery inside.

Besides that,am having this current addiction on watching titanic and doing a thorough research on it since watching the movie on the 14 of Feb.Kate Winslet is so sexy-lah.

And also other than titanic been watching cooking shows non-stop on youtube since i have been craving for pasta and also partly due to wanting to become chubbier like when i was in primary four and below.

Lastly...the most important thing is..I want to wish an advanced good luck to love for his upcoming test on tuesday and presentation on friday.

Ending with the song,

"jangan tunggu lama-lama....nanti lama-lama...dia diambil orang"

Thank you to my dear cousins who posted this.Oh kamu sungguh memahami jiwa raguku ini di pagi ahad ini...:))

with baby Harith Hamsyari Hamsyar..(triple H) :)

with baby lia..:)

act tembam,tapi konon dah menjadi..shot 2.

act tembam,tapi tak menjadi..shot 1.

mari kita senyum:)

muke kakak-kakak gitu kan...-.-

muke stepping..mintak kena penampar.

Sekian...Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥bookworm-ing♥

2011-02-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction. ~Antoine de Saint-

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Today is love first day...Am so happy for him...And as i am typing these away,i'm munching on these tidbit crackers that the teacher had given each and every one us... None of the team members was here yet with the two of them just left for late lunch.Am bored dead,so decided to blog.
Well,woke him up at 6.20 am but with failed response.So decided to call him again at 6.30.and yet again,no answer,with me ending up anxiously msg-ing him and waiting him for his response before deciding to call him again if i get no response after 5 mins,which eventually he did.
Oh,i so want to pinch his nose...Hope he have a great day ahead at work.
So for my current addiction,am stuck at reading this book entitled "eat,pray,love" that love had bought for me.
Oh my.It has been so long since i last touch a book and actually reading it without abandoning it and forget all about the book.Am foreseeing myself being a bookworm again since school is coming to an end in a few days time.Am very the happy,but worried at the same time since not much preparation had been done yet for the the upcoming test.
A large burden have been lift of me.Have deleted all the mails in both my hotmail account and blaming myself for creating and using two emails that will just make my life troublesome.It is all due to the first email account that sounds kidd-ish and not appropriate for my use at this age.And it contradicts my personality...
Lastly,can't stop playing this "angry bird" game ever since it was introduce to me on love Iphone application.
Sekian...
Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

With the book...Once again,thank you so much!:D

♥lets smile alright♥

2011-02-03T11:04:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Beri hati mu hanya untuk Allah, pasti Allah temukan pada mu pemilik yang terbaik. Hamparkan masa mu seluasnya hanya untuk Allah, pasti Allah aturkan kehidupan mu dengan baik.

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Wanting to blog,but just no idea what to blog.There's a lot to be written.But words are just not good enough in expressing those feelings,those emotions.

All that i know is somehow,deep down i know this is going to happen.Only i am just good at ignoring it and pushing it aside.Now that it happens,i don't know how to feel and react.

I know its for the better.

You know when the heart refuses to do something that you should.

This alone doesn't explain about how i feel.

You know,how you want to help somebody badly but you couldn't cause you yourself have yourself to be taken care of.

You know you want to tell and share to your friends about it,but with the fear they will misunderstood you and urge you to just move on cause the guy is not worth.

Sometimes family members too..you tell them your story and they,like your friends will judge the guy badly cause he broke your heart and he is not worth and you deserve someone better.

In the end,you gave up.You stop telling them your problems.You keep to yourself.

In the end.Now.I think god has its way,has his own plans.Maybe this are for the better.

I cannot deny that i am sad.I am heartbroken.I feel cheated of my feelings.And i am here not to blame anyone.But,I am okay,i learn to love God in the process.I learn that in order to love somebody,you must love him because of God.And if it doesn't turn out the way you want you will not do foolish things that sometimes people do.It's hard to explain.

But if you are reading this...

I am perfectly okay.I totally respect your decision.No worries.:)

You know this heart still loves you no matter what.Yes i know people may change.I may change.But never once will i forget the love that i had for you...
Sekian...
Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

2011-01-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

***

I may not be perfect,but i'll try to be perfect for everybody, for you and for myself.In my own way.I will.Insya-allah.

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥Sentimental memories♥

2011-01-21T12:07:00.002+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you. ~Elbert Hubbard, The Notebook, 1927
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My heart,my soul,my best friend,my baby love,my everything,my life.Nur Widad Zunah.Oh how much i miss her whenever she's not around..From the way she talks,she screams,she cries,she smiles.Haha!My little drama queen.My little mini me.She's just turning 9 and i feel like she is growing far too fast me... She seems to understand me more than my 18 year old sister and she agree with me for almost about anything.And one event that i just can't seem to forget is when she fell 'sick' for 1-2 months.My heart just drop to see her in that state.Her cries makes me cries.Her strongness going through all the ordeal makes me cries.She is like an adult trap in a child body.No matter how irritating she can be sometimes,i just love her.And now as i'm typing i feel like crying already...haha...So sentimental only.
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Found this picture in the photo album.My bestfriend.Nur Sabrina Bte Mansoor.Almost 17 years now.
She knew practically everything about me that most people doesn't.She was there when a boy screw up my heart.She let me lay on her thigh and stroke my hair like my mum would do.
Hope our friendship will last and may the obstacles that we go through before makes us stronger.
Sayang you.
***

My beloved grandma,grandpa, my cousin Nur Aisyah and me(the chubby one)...Haha...How time pass by quickly.And to grandma and grandpa,may you stay healthy and may you be bless with long life...Although i may not visit you as often...In my heart,i still love you.
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥Every breath you take♥

2011-01-18T11:24:00.002+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half a sorrow. ~Swedish Proverb
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Oh how i miss those kindergarden and primary school moments.Life are so stress free,and we need not need to worry about things like education.Those time when our parents will help us with our school work and also will help us in studying for our exams.
But people grow.Everything changes.And we must accept it regardless how much we hate it.
Its not like i hate growing up.When i was little,i envy those who were adult,now,i envy those kids in those kindergarden uniform.. example my siblings who are now in primary 1 and 3 respectively.
Things are like going downhill for me now.School sucks big time.I try to love every subject that i took.But..the feeling is just not there..No matter how much i try to persuade myself to like it...No chemistry you know...
And i hate myself whining about it almost everyday of my polytechnic life.Like little kid only.And i am turning 20 this 16 of November..-.-
Nonetheless,trying my very best.Like my mum says.Its okay if we fail,as long as we know we had try and fight for it.
But still,hoping for success,even if the chance of it is small.
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Last Saturday,after a zillion years of wanting to bake nutella brownies,at last i manage to do it.
My baking/cooking mood have come..And i hope it last..
The brownies turn out okay.Like my "Chef Ramsey" says i need to cut down on my chocolate chips.
And this is the end result.

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I heart this guy.

My everything.(:
***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥senyummm selalu♥

2010-12-23T13:31:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom. ~Marcel Proust

***
Time do pass by fast don't they...Its Thursday..The fourth day of my precious 2 weeks holiday.

Still in yesterday clothes...This itchy hand of mine decide to blog instead of taking a shower...
Dad will not be working till next year..So he will be home all day this week...
Bedroom is in a mess and my head is in a mess on how to clean the mess in the bedroom.
Skipping that,will be visiting my nephew who just 'sunat'...And furthermore,hoping to meet sweetheart of mine later today in the evening...
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Grandma was sick.With a swollen foot...Took care of her all day yesterday cause she had difficulty walking around and was in need of the wheelchair to move around....Not only that grandpa just recover from fever the previous day...
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And to that,last Saturday was a day well spent.With Him and my family.
Let the pictures do the talking.:)


The Rahmatsss....

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

Im sorry for leaving you for so long and didnt meet u for sch anymore.. been caught up with stuff.. forgive me?

2010-12-23T12:47:00.001+08:00

nawwwh..its alright...i understand....forgiven a long time ago even without you asking.... ;)

Ask me anything

Do u love me?

2010-12-23T12:45:00.001+08:00

oh i sure do...with all my heart...:)

Ask me anything

♥in my heart♥

2010-12-13T20:48:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

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Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand. ~Emily Kimbrough

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Monday.
Today is not my day i assume.
Overslept.Woke up at 9.15.The time which i should be arriving school at.
Furthermore,my head was not in its good state.Having headaches.
But since i do not want to use up my 'X' for school,i eventually turn up.
Though when i arrive there,half the class was gone for break.
To make matter worse,today's topic was clueless as usual.
Does not have a single clue on what was being taught.
And i feel guilty for tumblr-ing and checking facebook every single second of my precious moment at school.
But my day ends good.
Saw this cute just married malay couple with henna still on their hands on the bus looking at each other ring...
I was like watching their every move while listening to the I pod...Oh my...i feel like such a stalker.
My Sunday evening was spent with my little siblings.
And my little sister,after 2 days,already knew how to cycle bicycle with just two wheels.No help whatsoever...Was a happy kid.Showing mum and dad her success.
Congratulation little one...:)
And my saturday was great.
Let the picture do the talking.

I love you Mr.
***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥suitcase full of love♥

2010-12-11T12:08:00.002+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

***
Friendship with oneself is all-important,because without it one cannot be friends with anyone else in the world.

***
Yesterday was like any normal friday.The only thing that is different,instead of going home after school,went to SSC with my 2 lovely ladies to bought my lenses and some household stuff.
Head to Rubinah's and treat them and myself prata,while Aishah treat us drinks...
A lot of storytelling was done while we were there.
Example gf told me that i was not good at lying..and if i were to do so,it will be obvious...-.- Oh my...And also they told me i had a habit of biting my lips when i was nervous...HAHA!yeah..so true..and the bad habit goes on till now...
Oh and how irritating gf were at school....Whining every seconds on how she want to hug her baby love..I was eating my nasi lemak ignoring every second that i could before finally exploding...haha...oh my..and she burst with laughter...Sungguh the major TSK!was giving her the "naseb kau bestfriend aku...kalau tak..." script...It makes me wanna hug someone far but close to heart....:(
And tumblr just had a breakdown few days ago...Everybody at school was like going berserk..thinking that school block our access to that beloved webby of ours...It turns out...they close the webby because of over-capacity...Just like love expected...And i realise how addicted i was to tumblr...and so do the others...Need to do something about it....
By the way...HOLIDAY IS IN ONE WEEK TIME BABY!!!imagine the happiness...i'm going to be free for 2 whole weeks...going to bury my head in notes if possible and push up my gpa..:(
Talking about school....I'm stuck on doing my Reflection Journal..12 more hours till the deadline...need to think fast......
Thanks love for the movie....I Love You....;)

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥marhaba elbe♥

2010-11-25T14:09:00.006+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

***

There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn’t thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence

comes from experiences;who knows she can fall,pick herself up,and move on.

***

How should i start this off?

When i thought that i would be okay if he were ever to mention the famous "B" word.It wasn't.

I was trying to be okay.Lying to myself every minute of the second.

I am in a mixture of feelings like a yoghurt with different toppings on top.

An explosion of things that you want to say,to do but you just can't put your mind into it or phrase it into words.

Just great isn't it.

This is just a part and parcel of life.I'll try to incorporate that into my life everyday.Or is it.

Things are falling into a downfall.

Ingat Allah she says.

But still she finds it hard.Not to remember HIM but doing the things..things...Its a tough explanation.

Step into my shoes.And you will feel what i feel.

Its not about age ya' know.Its about how the surroundings affects us.

It can be on how our parents brought us up into too...

I was brought up in a so call half conservative half not family.So that is how it shape me.That is where i got my personality from.That is why sometimes..Hmm...

Had a super long conversation.

It was like a wake up call.

Just need to wake up.First thing.

Apply those things.Just act like how i act around my friends.More opening up.And confidence.

Maybe being to much of a "soft-hearted" person.

Like a situation which happen recently...till she steps on my head and take advantage of what me and my family had done to her.

Feel like screaming my heads off and just give her one tight slap.

But to do that,i am not too good of a person to do that to her.Am i right?

Its her choice.And don't blame me if i were to turn away from you dear friend.

Oh God...

In the end.I think the problem lies with me.I choose not to take notice the changes that is happening around me.Pretending that everything will be ok.Problems will settle by itself.

"Everybody's changing..and i don't feel the same".

Its time for a change.

A change.

Cause its not like what it seems anymore.
I'm 19.And i got to make my own choices in life,with my parents as my teachers and guiders in life.

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥Assalamualaikum Cinta♥

2010-11-23T21:33:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.
***

“Tonight, when Allah is accepting Duas, may yours be one of them. When He is forgiving people, may you be one of them. When He is showering His mercy down, may it land on you and when you meet your friends & relatives in Jannah, may I be with you. Ameen :) [via FB Sister]”

***

Butterflies.My tummy is having butterflies....Wondering what is giving me butterflies?While waiting for a video to load,went into facebook(as usual) and pretty much behaving like a stalker(who doesn't) browse through this particular person photos of her cousin,friend,kakak,adik(whoever that is) getting ready for nikah...those photos make me go awww like crazy and grinning to myself from ear to ear like one mentel kid...-.-' The photos was so sweet...*picturing my own version of nikah session..me in the bedroom awaiting for the akad nikah* haha...ok....stop

You see,last Saturday nenek slept over due to atok being admitted to tan tock seng due to his skin condition and leg pain..was interogating my nenek at what age did she get married.And surprisingly she remembered it...

She was 17 when she officially became a wife to my atok Karim who is one year older which is 18 years old.

They get married at my kampong which is at Malacca but migrated over to Singapore and change over their citizenship to Singaporeans which explains why mostly my cousin are in various parts of Malaysia which consist of mostly KL and Malacca.

***

Enough of history session,school was becoming a chore lately.But trying my very best not to partial or skip school either because of valid reason or not valid reasons.

The understanding test(UT) which take 10% of our score was like seeing ABCDEFGHIJKLMN all over the screen....

Was lucky enough to manage to do some of the questions...

Insya-allah Nadhirah Bte Rahmat boleh!:D

I want IPHONE!!tsk.okay topic out..sudden craving for Iphone.....

***
My sister that i love very much will be completing her 'A' s soon...one more paper to go..MCQ!!
***
Lastly..not to mention...Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows Part 1 was SPECTACULAR.Thanks love for watching it with me though you hate Harry Potter this much*(________________________________________x10)* much.
The trip to Marina Barrage was cancelled due to the weather...
Bukan rezeki kiter to go there sayang...Prolly next time okay...we'll enjoy ourselves banyak2 kat situ alright....:)) Everything that happens have its reason....
***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥ Friend,you are giving me one big of a headache.But i still love you okay.♥

2010-11-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.
***

***

And so,today was a pretty tiring day.Though all i do was help mum with some of the minor household chores before i found myself asleep on my younger siblings bed.

***

Was supposed to study for the upcoming test on tuesday,but end up doing none of the things that i have planned since last week.Bagos kan?

***

Auntie from Johor came over .Typical 'ambeklah babat cik diah ni sikit'...And Sabrina just say i appear chubbier..So,which is which?

And my anak sedara was giving me a heart attack with those stories of hers.She was just primary 5!

When both me and my sister was her age,we don't even knew those things.

And my shoes?She can't even fit in those.And i was size 6.-.-

Kids nowadays...

***
Looking forward to this Saturday...Harry Potter and the deathly hollows Part 1...Heee....:D
***
Tomorrow will be a pretty hectic day...Republic Polytechnic at 9 am for little sister school's event.Alone till 1pm....
***
Just found out both grandparents are sick...Grandma have a 'bengkak' leg and Grandpa have a fever...
Get well soon atok&nenek :) I love you...
Flu season with classmates at school mostly having flu...
***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥New skin :)♥

2010-11-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.
“Tali iman yang paling kuat adalah cinta karena Allah dan benci karena Allah.” (HR. At Tirmidzi)

***

So,just change my blogskin..Like how kids nowadays will say:"amaciam?"

Nice?

Am lazy to blog for now.

And 4 more days! :)

***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥Babies♥

2010-11-06T13:05:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"Kita masih muda dalam membuat keputusan,tetapi cukup matang untuk memilih keputusan"

***
I miss my honeybunch above.I miss my babies.Well,not practically my babies..but..i miss them.
The kecoh mak cik and her sister.It had been a few months since i last saw them.Well,after my sister finish her major exam,i will make sure to drag my sister along to visit them.And not just say "adik rindu lia..*inserting sad face*..tau2 die dah pandai lari..." but not doing anything about it....-.-
***

My 10 month old anak sedara...haven't meet her before since the day she was born...muker mak dier habes.Cute kan?Bile lah boleh jumpe die...
It have been months and months since i last step foot on my village.
More anak sedara's that i haven't visit nor seen before and some expecting.I think.
Mama!Nak Balik Kampung!:(
***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥this heart,its for you.Insya-allah♥

2010-11-02T15:32:00.003+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"The way to show someone you love them is to show them you care and you will always be there for them no matter what happens and pray for them, always."

***
Sunday.Ahad.
One sentence.Simple but sweet.
Perfect weather.Perfect everything.The only misfortune is TIME.
Time envy every human being.If not being spent properly,every minute,every second is wasted.
Although the time spent was short,couldn't ask for a more perfect Sunday evening with love.
Angin yang sepoi2 bahasa berlatarkan latar belakang yang cantik-nya,Subhanallah.
Sorry for the mix of language ok ;)
***
Am reading buku "Secantik Aishah"
Hoping to finish it by end of next week.
Qouted this from somewhere:"kalau kita miskin,janganlah kita cemburu orang yang kaya,kalau paras rupa kita tak seberapa cantik,janganlah cemburu orang yang paras rupa nyer cantik,sebaik nyer cemburulah orang yang tinggi iman nyer sesungguh nyer,ia akan membawa kita ke syurga."
Nadhirah Bte Rahmat.Keep that qoute in your head alright.:)
***
Anyway,cousin's cousin coming over tomorrow.
Miss that tall lanky girl.Dapatlah kau jumper abang kesayangan kau tu eh..
Hopefully your stay extended till Hari Raya Haji ok?
***
RP have been famous lately for all the wrong reasons.
First with the attire.No slippers to school or else you will be ask to leave the school for that particular lesson.
Second is with the student smoking at the coffee shops and void decks.
Third is with the killing of a third year student name Darren,school of engineering,Diploma in Industrial and Operation Management which turns out to be the same course that i am taking.May god bless that soul of his.
Bagos kan? Destroy the school reputation only.-.-
***
Lastly,school have been getting tough to cope with lately.
Modules taken getting harder to understand.Nevertheless,need to persevere.After getting thoughts to quit school and getting advice from love,i question myself and realize how foolish am i to have this sort of thinking.
While other people will be glad to trade places with me just to get themselves into polytechnic,here i am thinking of qutting.
Hardwork,perseverance and doa is all that i have to accompany me throughout this last few years at school.
Insya-allah.What is success without failure.If others can,why can't I.:)
***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥all that happens,have its reason♥

2010-09-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"Faith is indentified through outer appereances and hopes.Faith is that which is pure in the hearts and assured by deeds."

Do you have this feeling of helpless-ness.When you want to try to help this person,but certain words aren't just right enough for us to say.You become conscious of everything that you are about to say with the fear that it might hurt that person's feeling.

I want to help him.I want to say the right words to him and make him feel better.

But,i don't know if i can and if it is possible for him to accept what i said.

I don't like him keeping mum about this and not talking and sharing.....

All that i want to say to him is to have faith with himself...have faith in god..Insya-allah..

Do you know how helpless i feel thinking about how i cannot help you.....All that i can offer is my thoughts and doa/dua.

Just remember that every problem have its solution.

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥kasih lebih dari sekadar cinta♥

2010-09-04T11:44:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"Hatiku hanya untukmu.Kau adalah Sungai Nile-ku..."

:'(

Is all i ever manage....

Saya minta maaf.Saya minta maaf kerana tidak memahami dirimu.

Berikan lah masalah itu terhadap diriku.Aku dengan rela hati akan mengambil masalah itu dari beban mu asalkan kamu bahagia.

Please...just msg me.

Hati ni tak tenteram.Tolonglah....

Masalahmu adalah masalahku juga.

Saya harap dirimu ikhlas menghadapi masalah yang ada sekarang.

Sesungguh-nya Allah maha mengetahui.

Kamu adalah cahayuku.

Jika cahayaku padam..gelap gelitalah dunia ini.

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥i want to be your sweetest hello and your hardest goodbye♥

2010-09-02T07:44:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"I didn't know there was anyone like you.You were a surprise.When i knew i loved you,i was afraid because it meant needing you so much."

The last 8 days of Ramadhan.Time do past fast don't they.

Suddenly it was September 2nd.

Exams will commence next week.Stressing myself up.

Mum and sister says that i have the non-exam mode look.Which kind of stress me up.

***

Tuesday was a blast.Iftar with cousin.Its not an iftar to be exact.Just hanging out for dinner,since we both are having holidays from fasting.Last minute plan.Supposed to go iftar with her friends.But got cancelled due to last minute event and she was all dressed up and yada2...

Dinner at Rubiah,Sembawang.

It was good after not having seeing her and hanging out for zillion of years.Zillion of years=zillion of stories to share.99% of the time are spent laughing.Start talking from the minute we board the bus till we reached the interchange which took like 1/2 hr.Non-stop talking...and those banglas on the bus can't help but look at us with those face of theirs.

Saturday outing to Geylang with her again.Am prepared with truck loads of stories and laughters.

***

Nampak this lelaki?

Tell him Nadhirah Bte Rahmat misses him.

She doesn't want to be mushy but she feel like squeezing those hidung of his.

And also tell him:

I LOVE HIM

***
Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥all i want is you♥

2010-08-29T20:11:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

"In between those flaws,lies perfection...you just got to search for it"

I love Saturday.Saturday is sungguh the manis.Manis like honey...tapi honey lagi manislah.

A saturday spent with the love of my life after close to 3 weeks of not seeing each other.

Mr Abg cute on his notes which i doubt he didn't even notice.

Its the only time when mrt trips which used to take hours,took just 1/2 hour....:((

Oh...and i love his smell....the smell that i wish i could bottle it up and spray it whenever i miss him which is like every second of my breathing life....

Will be baking nutella cake within this week....if time permits insya-allah....and nutella cookies too.....

Mum was not in the mood to raya this year i guess...So this saturday,insya-allah will be going to Geylang yet again to buy clothes...and shawl to match it with.....Thinking of doing henna too....Most likely to buy the clothes at pasar Geylang...more nicer than those at the bazaar.....plus..its cheaper...Dengan ekonomi sekarang...kena saving-saving...

***

Sekian...

.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥Mood jiwang ah babe....inilah isi hati saya....♥

2010-08-27T01:56:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Do you have this feeling when you feel like no one else understands you right now and you feel like the world is crumbling all over you and you are now crush like oreo biscuits in oreo cake.

I will talk nonsense when i feel shitty.Like now.

I feel like a 6 year old kid all of a sudden.

And i start listening to sentimental songs.Break up songs.

After that,i will remember budak tu and how he used to layan my crap sampai pukul 3 pagi...till he tertido...

Haha...Irritating nyer budak...Lepas tu marah biler org letak telephone...padahal dier yg tdo....

Well,I miss him.Well not miss dier pasal...pasal...EHEM EHEM....its waaaayyyy over.....I miss being kawan dengan dier....,

Now u see....Merepek kan....Tapi siapa yang sanggup layan my merepek-Ness melainkan dier.....

But budak ni mintak kena tumbok....Asal break, sms orang...asl sms org, break....Pelik punyer anak...

Haiiyoo....Malas nak layan you know...Memang tk dilayan pon....Tapi kesian tu pon ader....Dah mcm my younger brother pulak dier....HAHA....sorryyy......

***

Lelaki nie,tak tau nak menghargai kasih sayang seorang perempuan kadang-kadang....Sakitkan hati perempuan tu dengan cara sengaja atau tak sengaja....Lepas tu...bila perempuan tu tegor sikit...tak terima...Pelikkan....Bila dah kehilangan perempuan tu barulah tercari-cari....Ingat kita nie aper....Tempat puaskan nafsu ker...Ingat kiter patung...Kita nie kalau sayang...sayang betol2...takder maen2....kadang2 tu aderlah ckp laki ni handsome lah,macholah...tapi padahal...padahal...

Biarlah dier seburuk maner...perangai seburok maner....hati kalau dah sayang...kite sayang....dierlah paling macho....paling handsome...dialah intan payung kita...Dia macam anak kite...

Kadang2 sayang sangat...sampai nak menangis dibuat nyer...Sebab pikir kite nie macam budak bodoh gitu....

Janganlah permainkan hati kita yer....janganlah salahkan kite bila kite tak percaya lelaki2 nie lagi.....

Oklah...But nonetheless,

"Ya Allah.Tolonglah hambamu yang lemah ini.Kamu sahaja yang memahami isi hati hamba,kasih sayang hamba.:'( "

Sekian...
.Diakhiri dengan :

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥Ana uhhibuki♥

2010-08-25T16:33:00.005+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Oh today was oh so 'good'.

Spent hours in the bathroom singing "namun jangan engkau lupa" and "majulah singapura".

Yes.It was that painful.

I wonder how labour would be like for me in the future.Would i be singing "majulah singapura" too to avoid the pain.?

I think i would prefer my husband to bring dozens of cleanse water that have been read with quranic verse.Lagi mujarab.Insya-allah.

***

Have difficulties sleeping yesterday...slept at almost 3am.Woke up at 12.45pm.

Still in denial that i woke up that late.

***

Ramadhan this year have been great.Alhamdullilah.

Firstly:Spiritually...

All thanks to my mum,have start watching ceramah.I never realise how informative and great it was.

I learn a lot of thing.And one of them was about love.

I now learn that love is not just about loving.There is more to love than just love itself.

I learn how to Love Allah first before others.And with that,i have found this peace within myself that i have been searching all this while.All those insecurities.I'm learning how to cope with it.I learn how to love with all my heart in a different kind of way.I just wish that this love that i am going to give to this particular person will be accepted by HIM.If it's not meant to be,then it's not meant to be.I'm not going to be like those old times where i would cry and be in a depression mode for what i feel for the rest of my life.

What accompany my love for him is doa.Doa that he will be there to accompany me not only till death.But also during afterlife.

Doa that he will be happy even if he is planning his future without me in it.Haha...

Insya-allah.Amiinnn~~

And i'm saying this bukan nak minta simpati eh....:)

Secondly:Relationships with mum have been better.Spending time and disturbing her more in the kitchen.And with that,i have learn to cook quite a few dishes.

Thirdly:Dad have been quite a help.Helping mum to wash the dishes.Awww...so the manis.Nak aku carik laki macam gitu.

Like research shows:Women tend to choose someone who is more or less the same like her father.

101% true.At least it was...to me.Only one thing that i wish to change about him was for him to show his love more and not just keep it to himself.

Other than that,one thing i love most about him,is his agama wise.That's the NUMBER 1 thing.I miss those days when we pray together and he become the imam.

Oh how i love him,only god knows.

***

Just have a chat with sis yesterday about how BORING i was.And when i mention about it,she already know where i was heading.Tsk.Am i that predictable...I guess so...after spending 18 years with me.

***

Okay dah.

Bye.

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥its friday♥

2010-08-06T13:35:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

H-o-r-r-i-b-l-e.

HORRIBLE sunking feeling.Tsk.

Okay dah.

Bye.

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥ I miss you, love♥

2010-08-04T19:02:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Its WET-nes day...cause its raining.

Whenever it rains in the morning,i have issues.I will start to moan and the issues will start.

Issues with my Bed.Issues with myself.

Issues with bed as the bed won't allow me to go off.

Issues with myself as i would be lazy to go to school and will be dragging my feet..like every single day...only this time..it is heavier....

Nonetheless,fire drill at school today.
Almost more than a quarter of the students "cabot".It was funny seeing the school authority chasing the students like mad dogs.
***
Reach home early today.Clean the bedroom and eat maggi cup while watching tv.
Mio tv was OK..no good enough only because there was no "Cinta Fitri" drama
there.BOOO~~~what a waste.Hook on watching anything wedding-related nowadays.
And i suddenly want a son in the future.Baby boy is super cute.So random.Haiishh....
Miang.Gatal.Tak Sabar nak kahwin.That is what my sis and mom told me.Tsk.
This is what i had planned for the future:Finish school.Work.Get married.Have kids.Become a good housewife.
Tadaaa!!!Oh boy....-.-
***
Today's dish was lemak cili padi ayam.Favourite dish of all.Nothing beats it.Simple to cook.Can cook with one eye close.I want to teach my future husband to cook this.:D I'm a descendant of malacca people.And we malacca-NS like dish wish is BER-lemak.
Sis and me always fantasize that our ancestors are Hang Tuah.Till now.Lame.I know.But we just can't help it.HAHA...:p
***
Love is sick.And i'm sick too.
Worried sick thinking about him that is.
I bought him his favourite chocolate.Feel like flying over to his house and gave him the chocolate.:)
***
Sheng Siong supermarket already prepare for Hari raya.How i know?
It is by placing all the butter,bottle of essence,flour and so many baking stuff at the front door.
And i feel like grabbing all the stuff and bake.
***
Lastly...Do i look so young?Not that it is a bad thing.
Well,there is this insurance person promoting about their company and stuff.
He ask how old am i.And i said that i am turning 19 this year.And he laugh. yes.HE LAUGH.-.-
As though it was a joke.Keep my cool and just smile.Pathetic.
I look older with my "tudung" on.But,without the tudung i look like god-knows-how-old-he-think-i-am.
TIll then.
Bye.Bye. :)

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥My-day,moan-day,monDay♥

2010-08-02T11:21:00.000+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Its My-Day today...and i feel like painting rainbows and sunshine all over the gloomy Singapore.

It's the 2nd last week of school with 2 days of classes only next week.

A great day to start the day with,with a 'great' facilitator.When everything was going good, someone or something just had to spoil it.And i don't understand a single thing about today.Prim's and Kruskal's algorithm.

Oh well.Take one step at a time.

And this is what i did during the first study break.

Tortilla with extra ham and cheese for today.

Bye. :)

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥CUPCAKES,I should call you Mr Cuppycakes♥

2010-08-01T21:28:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:)
Sunday.S-U-N-D-A-Y.It just had to be Sunday.
Should be off to JB today,but it just had to be cancelled.For the third time which kind of piss me off,but maybe it was just God way of showing.."Its not the perfect time to go there" yet.
Nonetheless,last week of school as of tomorrow.Grinning from ear to ear.Y-A-Y!!After 15 torturing and stressful weeks,i hope next semester will be a better one and not to mention 3-4 weeks of holiday.
***
Ramadhan Al-Mubarak is around the corner.And all people could mention about,was Hari Raya.Puasa belom,dah cakap pasal hari raya.Tsk3....
Ramadhan=Waking up 5 am in the morning=Terawih prayers with sis,mum and my friend Shakeela=Henna tattoo on hand.
Oh so good.Few more days...Lesser than 2 weeks to be exact..Hopefully it will be a fruitful one.
***
By the way,Saturday was good.Went to the gym with love and bff.Oh i so miss both of them pretty much that i feel like pinching their noses and giving them my favourite bear hugs.:D
So,went there with the aim of flatting my oh so BUN-cit stomach.Love was looking hot&sexy with those shorts on...HAHA...
Saw my cousin there.He don't even recognise me.Tsk.-.- Want to approach but was having second thoughts,cause at second glance he looks like a chinese.Till now,he have yet to accept my request at FB.
***
Lately having cravings of all sorts.Mcm orang mengandong.I know.Craving for stuff like chocolates and soups.
Oh cupcakes and cookies,let me bake you this coming august alright.With love,peaNad.:)
That's all that i could think of for the moment.Should be updating more often.Give me topics to talk about.
I need i-n-s-p-i-r-a-t-i-o-n-s.
I want my mushroom soup.And Raihan songs is on my playlist for quite a while now.
Ok bye.
Toodles.:D
Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥I miss you♥

2010-06-26T00:54:00.002+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:)
Blog is practically dead.Who read it anyway.Practically ranting and complaining and pouring all my heartfelt story all to myself and indulge in self pity.
Skipping that,dragging myself to school today.Raining super heavily.The bed was calling me back to continue on the affair since it was raining.Watching my sister who was sound asleep besides me kill me big time.
Arrive school late due to the bus.The bus driver seems to be driving at a speed of 20km/h or something since on the opposite bus-stop,3 bus have pass by,but none on the side that i was waiting.By the time the bus arrive,there were a handful of people rushing in.Typical Singaporeans.All want seats only.Like will die only if they have no seats.-.-"
Skipping that,late penalty was not impose today since it was raining way too heavily till it causes fllood.Tsk3...Almost half the class was late.Including me.So,was lucky this time.
Met my dear childhood bestfriend after school and went to her house to chill with the other 2 since it had been eons since we met.All 4 of us together.It was a great time spent.Love them much.
Played with Azliq.my new boyfriend.So the cute.Saliva was drooping everytime.Oh how i wish my brother was a baby again....Smiling everytime i talk.Love his reflection.Very the vain ah this baby.Just like my baby niece.Had a great conversation...cooing almost half of the time.Want to talk lah this baby.
***
Have a surprise when i reach home.Saw an UNusual sandal outside.Went inside and saw my mom sister.She just make my day.Run to her and hug her and kiss her,forgetting she was eating.-.- She's like the only aunt that would understand me since she helped my mum take care of both my sister and me.
***
Enough of that.HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR DARLING BABE SITI AISHAH BINTE ASMAT.I LOVE YOU!!!!!may your days are blessed.

***
Klah....naddy signing out....
***
Visit my tumblr at click this link (my tumblr blog)
My tumblr=My diary
Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

2010-05-30T19:04:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:)

"You know, it’s been said that we just don’t recognize the significant moments in our lives while they’re happening. That we grow complacent with ideas or things or people, and we take them for granted, and it’s usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you, that you realize how wrong you’ve been, that you realize how much you really need it, how much you love it."

Good evening....:) Here goes...I want to blog....But all i have are empty ideas on what topic to pen down....That's why the blog have been so empty lately....So...

#1:School is out for 2 weeks.

#2:Be sure to eat 3 meals per day.Eat even though not hungry......

#3:Cousin from JB coming over on the 5th of June....

#4:Mama's 40th bdae....The big 4....heeee=)
#5:Been wanting to go fishing......

This is all for June.Nothing interesting so far except can't wait for Mama to celebrate her big 4....

Find me at tumblr...Pictures speaks better than words....

Klah....naddy signing out....

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

Do u still love me?

2010-05-28T14:46:00.001+08:00

do i still need to tell? you should know the answer....;)

Ask me anything

nad, is ur blog dead??

2010-05-28T14:43:00.001+08:00

sort of lah...but will be activating it back soon.....;)

Ask me anything

formspring.me

2010-05-05T18:41:00.003+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/peaMat

thanx for following in tumblr :)

2010-05-05T18:41:00.001+08:00

ur welcome....hope to know each other better....:)

Ask me anything

bile aku nak dpt kad jemputan dari kau? craving for nasi minyak y'knw! hahahaha^^ imy!

2010-05-05T18:40:00.001+08:00

hahaha=p tunggu jeklah eh my dear...kalau adr jodoh aku ngan dier kahwen lah aku....doakan lah kaes:D

Ask me anything

♥and i miss those kisses on my forehead♥

2010-04-24T13:50:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:)
Chal ji-nae-shŏ-ssŏ-yo people?

Been feeling sick for the past 1 week.Gosh..my voice is super sexy now...

High fever which started off with 37.5 and later jumped to 38.7 due to my constant coughing.Was shivering super badly.And those water feel like needles being poured on my leg.Been asked to drank cooling water which work wonders for a while.

I swear i thought i was having H1N1....cause i have been having fever since last Saturday.

And the temp went up& down like merry go round.My chest hurts from all the coughing.Am so vulnerable lah....My immune system is very the low....

Skip school with mc for 4 days.Super bad kan?

And now my syg is having flu.....Kesian dier...

Suppose to meet up today but because i'm sick,postpone to tom.....

Feel bad for cousin cause i have to constantly cancel our date together.....Maybe not the time to meet up yet......

***

And school was ok i guess.....especially thursdays and fridays...=)

***
Klah....naddy signing out....

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥rainy days♥

2010-04-14T14:31:00.001+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:)
Chal ji-nae-shŏ-ssŏ-yo people?

Tomorrow is the day...new year...new class,new friends....Start of school....

Start of school = High amount of food spending...:) which is good for me cause i want to tembam myself up....

***

My laptop is finally okay after it had been reformat....4 hours of waiting...worth it...no more windows vista for me....very the happy....:D

***

It's tough...but i know i had to accept it....Hope it will make things better....feeling down these few days....

and i just need someone..Oh azura!!!!!! :'(

Why do people change?
I need a bundle of crazy potatoes with lots and lots of cheese....LONG JOHN SILVER!!!I NEED YOUR FOOD!!!!!!!!!:(
***
Klah....naddy signing out....

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥Oh,i love those little droplets of rain.....♥

2010-03-30T09:47:00.003+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:)
Chal ji-nae-shŏ-ssŏ-yo people?

Starting off with this cute picture i found on tumblr...make sure laugh many2 tau...:

hehehe.....cute kan?

***

Starting off....grandma have been having sleepover in my house since my grandpa was sent to the hospital due to light stroke till one of his legs cannot move.

Nenek have accidentally been my *bantal pelok* when i forgot that she was beside me sleeping.2 times in a row..and yesterday was my turn to be treated like a *bantal pelok* with the only difference i was a stick size *bantal pelok* .Sungguh the takder isi.She was squeezing my paha like she was squeezing limau purut....Hehehe=p Betol...tak bedek...mcm molesting gitu....But she was my nenek kan...so..i just be a good grandaugther by keeping myself quiet,even if it means getting my thigh squeeze.....

Atok will be discharge today...He is super cute when he calls....he imitades a girl voice wehenever me or my siblings answered the call....Sumpah i really thought it was a girl calling....Atok atok...tsk3....=p

***

Craving for cheese hotdog,cheese fries,roti cheese....anything CHEESE!!!i want CHEESE!!!!*bangs hand on the table*

***
Today will be visiting my anak sedare yg tak tau beraper bulan tu...Your name so hard to pronounce lah girl....Sorry klau auntie forgot ur name.....mintak ampun beribu kali ampun yer...:)

***

And lastly...finishing off before i go goreng my chicken frranks and watch "whose wedding is it anyway?" kat tv....you want to know what i mimpi?I mimpi of harry potter....Use to be a big giler2 fan of his...But..unfortunately the love for him dies....Ni mimpi sal harry potter confirm psl i i play harry potter game before bed....
And you!!you!!!youu!!!youu!!!!
I know who wins!!!=) Undertaker menang!!!!
Habeslah ur kwn tu......Triple H takder kwn lagik....=p

***

Klah....naddy signing out...sorry for the merepek-ness post today....

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥kelong fishing:)♥

2010-03-26T14:09:00.002+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

Annyeong Haseyo people.....:)
How are you? I'm fine...thank you...=p
Almost 2 weeks my dear and counting.Hopefully this will last.
"Like we say Kiter, manusia merancang,ALLAH yang tentukan"
So hopefully.Pray hard aites.:)
Btw,take care upon your journey to the kelong with ur dad and abg.Wear lifejacket okaes..
Don't make me risau.Or else you will receive those same text messages that i send you 4 plus in the morning like on thursday morning. Sayang you...:)
Go catch some big fishes for me and our children.Haha..ok...Dreaming jek ehk.Catch some big fishes
that you promise my mum.Berbual ngan mama tak bilang ehk...=p
***
Hate-hate relationship with the laptop.Attitude problem ah this laptop.Debik kang.You see now i need to reformat the com.Menyusahkan.com
***
Yesterday shopping outing with keela was great great and great.Went gugu gaga upon reaching there.
Satu bugis kalau boleh dier nak borong.Thanks for the belt aites:-) I wanna go shopping with you again lah my dear.I love you too.....
***
It was unexpected.Nevertheless have a good laugh over 'things'...english..keling...you make me pening ah seriously.haha=p Reminiscing those stuff was weird but "......".Last long with your princess...:) And thanks for the wishes.Sayang ah kau....KWN jek ehk....
***
And i past all my module for semester 2.YAYYY!!!WWWOOOHHOOOO!!!!:D
Alhamdullilah...Shaking upon checking the result....sejok satu badan...kay...nie melebih...
Retaking science for sem 1...all thanks to the stupid faci....>:( marah nie marah....
***
BESOK SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!:D
U know what that means...
Alah...senang you be my jiran kaes....
Asek meet at the secret tunnel jek....=p
***
Klah....naddy signing out...

Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥And when i see you again♥

2010-03-08T00:24:00.004+08:00

.Bismillahirahmanirahim.

15 March sayang.
Surprise Surprise.....:D
Hope everything goes as plan....
Tú eres mi cuento,mi uno y sólo
Klah....naddy signing out...
Annyeong!!!!!!

*assalamualaikum*
I love you :D
♥

♥Tooth ache♥

2010-03-02T01:30:00.000+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!!!!=)

All the sleepless nights.All the crying[:'(((ARRGGHH].All the heartache....[

Haha....Been wanting to extract it....but parents says no.So no is the answer.And now..my head is in throbbing pain all because of one baby wisdom tooth growing...cause she can't wait to become an adult....she bring her friend along....and her friend bring another friend along...so it equals to three :) Best kan?-.- She doesn't want to be a loner...Aaawww....and my lips are cracking big time.So the kasar.Bleeding,on some occasions.And also one small ulcer.Small one.Lucky.Badan panas lah agak nye...haiyooo....
All of that sums up to one big headache.
Have been guilty lately....cause i have been doing nothing these but sleep sleep and zzzzz....as i feel tired super easily these few days......
Coming red soon.But still haven't yet.And it is contributing to my stomach pains,headaches,sleepiness and so much more....
Despite that, my weekends have been wonderful thanks to my two Sayangs.... :D
Went outing with cuzzie to geylang of all places cause she want to shop for headscarf.....But still....Super gerek...Imagine..12-5...just at pasar geylang alone...For lunch had almost the same food, with me ordering sop kambeng with bread as side dish...teramat sedap lah sgt2.....the sop kambeng...is super good...a must try when going to pasar geylang...But the so not good side about it is...too oily.....Despite that....I just 'bedal' the soup alone cause cuzzie was worried about the amt of oil content.....
Bought skirt,headscarf and one punjabi top which is too big for me but i just bought it cause it is on sale for $5....-.-.And cuzzie spent 100 bucks just on headscarf which suprised both of us at the end of the day.
Planning on sleepover soon at her house due to the holidays.....Those sleepover promises which was always postpone till we are both not free anymore...-.-.So....this sleepover is a MUST.
Many problems pop out these few days due to some misunderstanding....which is too...causing a headache.
And i don't want this misunderstanding to cause anymore problem and destroy the bond we once had.....

Klah....naddy signing out...

Annyeong!!!!!!
*assalamualaikum*

I love you :D

♥

♥i love you♥

2010-02-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

1 month since we meet on 23/01/10.

My favourite scent of you:

*your favourite chocolate*

I love you sayang.Hope this last :)

.I just can't imagine my life without you.Hold my hand and don't let go.

Klah....naddy signing out...

Annyeong!!!!!!
*assalamualaikum*

♥

♥kisah matsmart dan peaNad =)♥

2010-02-15T20:55:00.005+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!!!!=)

So many things have been happening lately.

What with my baby sister just discharge from the hospital....Doctor diagnosed her...and she was perfectly normal.....

So,will be bringing her to see the ustaz cause she is acting super weird lately...what with not being able to withstand the sound of adzan and any surah.....upon hearing that,she will start to scratch people and beat people up...and her hand was super cold....not like mine and the rest.....

Dugaan dari Allah my mama says.....But sometimes i breakdown upon seeing her like that....she said she was tired....sometimes she said like this 'dier yang nak pukol2,widad penat '...the question is...who is 'dier'? cause she have been saying that way too many times....

And it have been 1 month since she had last attended school......she missed school badly....=(

But i guess,there must be a blessing in disguise for what had happen lately.....
and thanks to my sygs for coming to visit my baby sister=) appreciate ur concern sygs....
and also....thnx syg for the elmo and buah tangan....=)

***

*Wipe tears* I just want to say how much i love you MatSmart....You are my love and i hope it stays that way dunia akhirat....I feel like i'm the only one when i am with you.....Departing from you at the end of our every meeting was not easy...I wish time stops when i'm with you.....

.I want you to be my one and only.

Moga2 Allah memperkukuhkan dan merestui cinta kita....=)
~~Amiiinnn~~

.Te Quiero.
Klah....naddy signing out...

Annyeong!!!!!!
*assalamualaikum*

♥

♥Te Quiero♥

2010-02-08T13:11:00.001+08:00

.Te Quiero.
Annyeong!!!!!!

♥

♥I guess some things were just not meant to be ours♥

2010-02-05T12:21:00.000+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!!!!=)

F**K up with this F**KING laptop of mine....haiiyoo.....

Irritated sgt2.....Now msn of mine is creating more and more attitude problem by disallowing me to uninstall its content.....

Menyampah KAN!!!!!tkper2..ebuddy adr to save my life.....=)
***
This is the last post that i am going to post about HIM.
I have let go of him.Set myself free from this own made misery..
He is my syg.He was my syg.Now he is just a part of my life that i wish i forgot but i don't want too....
He is now just my friend that i hope i can share problems with....and with him doing the same too...But i guess things will be different.
I never know it was this painful.I cried on the way back home after visiting my baby sister.
.I guess letting go was the most painful thing of all.
But no worries aites.I syg you just as a FRIEND.=')
And you called just now.You were having a fever.Oh how i wish i can visit you to make sure you are okay.
***
Tom will be UT3....and today is the last day with W34E....So sad.....='(
Haiyooo...why do we have to change class again?=p
Saturday....Here i come.....You are the reason why i'm smiling again.
But i hope you will not do the same thing like the previous did......
.Te Quiero.
Klah....naddy signing out...

Annyeong!!!!!!

♥

♥And you whispered i miss you♥

2010-02-01T13:27:00.001+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!!!!=)

First and foremost...my lappy is down for the moment....And that just spoils my mood for the whole month.....Borrowing Siti Aishah lappy till my lappy is Ok...Thank you many2 Siti Aishah!!!!I love you=)That lappy of mine have been having attitude problem this few months with msn not working and all....Haaiiyyooo....

By the way....yesterday was just.....speechless....enjoy every momet of it.....=)It was all that i needed....somebody sitting beside me...sharing kway teow and chocolate pudding and watch the sunset.....sharing stories....problems...and that person just kept quiet while i was talking and lend his shoulders while i cry cause my baby sister was in the hospital....Oh god.....

I donnoe why..but i get this butterfly feeling in my stomach everytime i think of that person....

Sekali.....hhhmmmm......if it is....and i HOPE it is....ammiin~~~

If i were to do it all over again..get hurt and in the end i met him....i would be glad to do so....

The rest of yesterday will only be made known to my sygs......

And...i just want to wish Zura's dad to get well soon....=)

And also i just bought a BRACELET!!!!YAYYY!!!this is to sort of replace my old bracelet which is lost....boohooo...=(

Upcoming test this Saturday...which me luck aites lovelings!!!I love you!!!=)

Klah....naddy signing out...
Annyeong!!!!!!

♥

♥There were sounds in my head,whispering...don't let go♥

2010-01-27T11:39:00.001+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

Yesterday...was not good.

I apologise.

I'm on my dangerous mode again.

Dengar lagu yang pedih2....

Mum saw my facebook status and ask kenaper KaK?

I feel like crying and hugging her.

She read my sms.

Started asking question...and i was like "uh-huh".

After which i went to bathe,when i realize she must have notice the contact name that i had given that particular person.

Right now,i just want somebody to sit beside me,listen to everything that i say,keep their mouth shut....agree on everything that i say even though its wrong....and hug me.

I don't need people telling me you should do this,do that.I mean..ya..i deserve someone better.

But....haiiyyoo....i still can't accept the fact.I still can't put the past behind me.

God...I feel shitty these days.

Oklah....Naddy signing out.....

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥BBq!!!!=)♥

2010-01-24T19:32:00.000+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)
So yesterday was....Jeng Jeng Jeng.....

BBQ DAY!!!!=)

It was super duper fun....although the supposedly trip to swimming complex was canceled.....

ThaNk you many2 to SITI AISHAH BTE ASMAT for coming although kau baru balek dari kerja....

SayaNG kau!!!!=D

The meeting with my "Sunrise" for the first time was awkward but fun.....=)

Glad that person enjoy it.....teeheee....=)

Although before meeting "Sunrise" i went into a short depression.....

But with the help of my sayangs,i manage to pull through....

Thanks a Lot guys....couldn't have manage it all without all of you...especially to Moth-ER....=) Your advice was put to good use.

Whereas for mama,well today we had a daughter-mother talk in the kitchen.....

I love you.....Your advise will be put to good use too...

Hopefully what my sayangs say will come true.....=p

Looking forward to another outing with "Sunrise" and BBQ outing again this coming nov/dec insyallah....amiinn~~~ =)

Pictures uploaded at FaceBook and Photobucket:

Oklah....Naddy signing out.....

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥you are saudade♥

2010-01-21T11:29:00.001+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)
Cantek tak!!!Cantekk tak!!!!Black and white pictures is on my list.=p

.Open your eyes....The truth is out there.

Formal attire tomorrow.G2000 is having sale.Bagos.I want that blazer i saw yesterday mama.=)

White long sleeve shirt,black pants,patent heel shoes,mama's charles&keith bag...and i am set to go....=D

I'm a business women besok...don't play2 aites....I'll bite you then you know....=p

***

Kak Uda's daughter name is L........i also donnoe....berbelit2 lidah i you know nk sebot my anak sedare nyer namer.....will be visiting them either today or tom......yyyeehhhaaaaa!!!!=)

interruption:

MY LIPS BLEED AGAIN!!!skrang!!!saket!!!=( it taste of blood...EEwww......

K dah...back to story....hehe....

Both the mother and baby is sihat alhamdullilah.....

***

My year 2 module is confirm.5 days again.Failed my science for sem 1.

Macam maner tak fail.The facilitator keep giving me F.I knowlah F is my favourite alphabet...but no F for any of the module can?....Even my cuzzie knows her.She gives me tips on how not to get an F from that teacher who likes to give F to her students.Reminds me of fairly god parent cartoon show...timmy's teacher.F all the way.

***

Now,i know how irritated my sis and mama were when i keep asking them to guess every single thing that i am saying.Like,"mama,adk teka apa ending dier?menyampah ser tengok..."

and they will be like "mls lah nak teka,bilang jek"

"alah!!!teka jek lah..." then they will give me the irritated face and from there i will tell them what happen.

Met a person yg samer perangai mcm aku....Haiiyoo...irritating you know.....

And my sis ketawa mcm nak rak......when i said

"ADK!!!!!baru ku tau betapa irritating nyer org biler org suroh adek teka benda"

"haha=p padan muka....baru kakak tau aper yg adk raser!!!"

and we are laughing terbahak2 over this the whole day......

***

BBQ!!!BBQ!!!BBQ!!!!teeeeheeee=D

***

i think,i raser....hmmmm......am i?maybe? if yes bagos......if not.....hmmm......

***

I know my post might be merepek.....Layankan jek lah kaes.....=p

Oklah....Naddy signing out.....

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Sick♥

2010-01-19T15:59:00.002+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)
First and foremost....
INNALILALAHIWAINNAHIRAJIUN
to my mama's friend anak sedara who just past away today.
He's turning 13 this year.And i can't believe he was actually the one who salam me last year.
Mudah-mudahan dier ditempatkan di tempat yg terbaik di sisi-NYA.Amiinnnn~~~
***
Skipping that,PMS.PMS.PMS.
The symptoms are there.
Tired easily.Sleepy.Frequent shouting.Frequent crying.Non-stop toilet trips.Headche.Nausea.
Anytime lah nie.Ouh....
Sleep at 2.30 plus morning yesterday.Can't sleep.Woke up at 8 am.Ignored the alarm clock and went back to sleep till mama woke me up.
Baru planning nak PON.-.-
My lips crack and bleed for the hundredth time.Bagos per.Minum air byk pon tak jln.
***
My kakak sedare will be warded today.It was past her due date and the baby girl don't want to come out.
Biaser ehk baby!!!=p Nak have the same birthday with your kakak yg mak cik kepo is it....Hehehe=p
All the best to her.Will pray for the best for both the mother&daughter.
***
A few days more till BBQ!!!=) Best2.....Going to bring someone along....Sabby was screaming macam nk rak dlm toilet.Hehe=p
Entahlah...but having second thoughts ah.Just kawan jek ehk....You know,i know.Jangan expect anything.
Okay....Aku berbual pon dh sort dot......
***
And my secrets dah out..Congrats ehk.Haiyoo......And i'm not changing it.
Btw:FormaL aTTire on FRIDAY!!!!!!!=)

Oklah....Naddy signing out.....

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Ten miles from town and I just broke down♥

2010-01-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

My korean lesson tak menjadi....Been superlazy lately....pms....Understooded my dear?

Haiyoo.....I missed listening to 96.3....8-10pm.....I want to update my lappy with the latest korean songs!!!!Tak habes2 ngar lagu 4minute lah...2NE1 lah....BEG lah....haiyyooo.....
***
Skipping that....Sleepover at sab's house was superb....it was a suprise visit to my 'anak'.....hehe=p
Her katil was so the comfy you know.....I can sleep there all day and go into coma.....Got to count the shooting star and stare at the bright blue sky yesterday....I want to go to ur house again!!!!
Unfortunately....i sort of ngigau....Hear kak siti alarm clock at 5 am....and i thought it was my phone....and i was like cursing under my breath while pressing on the non-existence button which i usually does at home....
It was the joke of the day......-.-"
Woke up super early.....7 plus.....Ngantok bangets.....Those who knows me well will know that i am NOT a morning person....Pagi2 makan nasi goreng...drink milo and karaok using sabbie's boyfie X box......best2....high score per....Rezeki bgn pagi....haha=p

So,end my day today helping her cute sister do homework....Wanted to wait till she reached home from work....But mama call asking to go home....Furthermore....i start missing my mama already....boohooo....
I tell you one thing.....I can gain 3 kg ah if i stay at sab's house....kerja makan jek.....hehe=p i like i like.....
Gave kak siti and ela my FAMOUS de'amor kiss...hehe=)
And my rambot yg kusut is not longer kusut thanx to....Ela and Kak Siti!!I love you....haha=D
Went home showing off to mama my now straight hair.......
And...my room is in a mess....Mum used my room to campak some of the things inside the store since she was cleaning the store room....Saket jantong jap.......
-My closing ceremony qoute-
*There is many fishes in the sea,but i still want THAT fish.*

Oklah....Naddy signing out.....

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥PeekTures hides a thousand emotions♥

2010-01-15T14:37:00.000+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

pEEktures!!!=)

Found this on my KaK Long's(mama big sister 1st daughter) facebook:

Khairiah Firdaus Si Budak Primary 2 nya hal - Maths Question..... Write in words - 250 and my genius son answered : Two hundred and Fifty-zero.....Pengsan mummy dia.... :-o

HAHAHAHA=P Ahmad Zhini!!!U are so the clever you know......Auntie Dirah proud of you!!!But next time don't do this again kaes....Study hard=) LoL=p Or else pengsan your mummy nanti....

***

And....ILI!!!!THANK YOU MANY2 MOTH-ER FOR THE EPOK2!!!!=p

I SARANG YOU LAH!!!HEHE=P

Yesterday was great lah...let's do it again ok.....standby....Scene 1 Take 1 Action!!!LoL=p

And my shoulder hurts.....Lepas satu2....Haiyo......Bau koyok tak sedap!!!Macam org tualah....Hehe=p

Oklah....Naddy signing out......

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥notes♥

2010-01-13T10:37:00.003+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

"Aishah,Azura,Ili Atiqah,Nadia,Sabrina,Shakeela"

Sarang Haeyo girls!!!=)

*kiss on the cheek each* hehe.......

Ehk....i receive this note on my com....tak tau lah ehk pompan maner yg buat:

S:"N,u accept all of this tak?"
"i can't...aku takot..i don't want all of this to go"

I: "kau gi carik laki laen sudah"
"tengok lah keadaan"

"kau raser dier ok tak skrang?"
S:"dh cukop...jgn ckp psl si hk tu...nanti kau sedih"

A:"N...dh lamer tau....kau maseh lagi?"
"Haiixxx....."

F:"kau nk kenal ngan adr org nie samer age ngan aku"
"-.-,S!!! matair kau tk habes2!!!=p"
S: "aku call dier skrang!!!hehehe=p"

N:"please eh,for the sake of me....get over him...i syg you mah"
":'( "

***

ATTENTION!!!

To NADIA:I MISS YOU ALREADY!!!!!*HUG!!!KISS!!!I LOVE YOU!!!take care dear....sobsob :'-(

To ZURA:babe!!!take care aites!!!naddy love you many2!!!!=)*kiss kiss* jgn luper mkn ubat yer.....

***

Btw...nak ngok gmbr?ili MOTH-ER!!!the rest i upload at photobucket ok.....;-)

*meh kiter ambek gmbr act2 ngah berbual kat phone!!!=D*

*Kiter jadik promoter telephone nak?

Sab:Samsung is a good for you=)see2...i pointing arrow to it*

Ili&Naddy:LG phone is good for you my love!!!=)*

padahal maseng2 nk iphone...=p

*ili:blueek!!! =p naddy:smile=) sab:weeeeee!!!=D*

*naddy:meh aku kasi aku nyr famous kiss...=)*

*naddy famous de'amor kiss!!!=) sabby:awww...i like2...!!!!weeee....=D*

*ili:hmmphh naddy:AAARRGGHH!!! sab: perhal ngan dier nie?*

Ok dah!!!byebye!!!naddy love you many2!!!!=)

Oklah....Naddy signing out......

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥i love my sygs=)♥

2010-01-12T12:22:00.004+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

First and foremost....Nice right the above pic....Ili!!!Wonderwomen is back baybeh.....hehe=p

Tapi the contact name that i give is still going to be the same....You know,i know,sab know...ais...nanti aku bilang.....=)

CoNgratulations to my Sayang's below:

1)Sabrina baby....Mummy and Nanny proud of you!!!hehehe=p18 points baybeh.....But regardless of your result we will still love you!!!!!Deeper than the ocean and bigger than the universe ;-)

2)Nur Farhana Bte Sarlim for scoring 15 points!!!Jangan pilih course yang tak byk benda nk kena baca kay dear....haha=p I love you!!!=)

3)Shakeela Parveen for getting A2 for science....I love you too!!!=)

4)To Seseorang who score B4 for his English....Mama and me are happy for you....;-)

***

To Soleha cuzzie who didn't do as well...don't give up.....No matter what..we the sedare's will always stand behind you....You have try your hardest.....Remember during rayer you bring your physics book along to nenek's house?Don't be discourage aites.... i love you....;-)

***

Skipping that,nadia will be returning tom.....Sungguh sedih....meleleh air materku....:'( hehehe.....

Hopefully can hantar you to the airport.......Extract from the convo that we had this morning:

"remember eh..when im gone. kau pls eh dont look back.. go try new things. keep urself busy. n study hard

cheyy
permintaan dari kwn ar
syg kau kan
ahaha"

I LOVE YOU NADIA ABDUL RAHIM!!!!=)

***

Kebetulan...my sis says it's the year of the singles....because in her facebook 10 people went from being "in a relationship" to "single".....then the comment for the single status...why why why???so....this is for the singles out there who are reading my post.....

If I'm going to be alive, then I might as well be incredible. I want to do more than just exist.

Now...all the singles...including me.....hehe.....stay happy2 aites....Naddy loves you ;-)

My sayang2 who is not mention.....I Love You!!!!!

***

Oklah....Naddy signing out......

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Sarang Them....=)♥

2010-01-10T00:44:00.003+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

This few days have been good and bad.But one thing remains the same.
So this is an overview of my week:
Friday-meet up with nadia for a chat since she was at woodlands which also turn out to be the last since she will be returning to Perth on the 17th...Boohooo='(. The supposed trip to changi to eat at popeye was cancel.So ate at pastamania where we order creamy chicken each and a banana pizza for the desert at causeway....
Have a good chat with her at SSC....oh boy...i never know it was that deep....Macam nak meleleh airmata aku.....End the day at aldmiralty where she got to meet with someone after almost 2 hours of waiting.....
Receive sms by mama saying that dad was asking of my whereabout.....Get away with the balek lambat thingy....Hehehe.....Suming the whole day...got to know a lot of things that are memeranjatkan.....
Things that people do for love....And it was good though....Hoping for the best for them.... ;)
Saturday: Accompany bestie for RP open house.....Bump into cuzzie who was a sort of guider there....
Went to sabby's house....And boy what a good day it was.....More of it yeah*wink wink* =)
Mama caught me crying.....I know she suspect something was amiss since i was locking the door for too long.....Use my jaw which was hurting as an excuse since i heard my jaw crack when i was eating.....
Going to the doctor soon to check on the jaw.....
About the caught red handed crying thing...and the excuse i gave...i don't know if she believe it...cause she was suddenly talking about guys which is weird......But i think she knows.....
"Everytime kau ingat pasal dier,teros ingat pasal aku ,mak kau and kwn2 kau semua.....Jangan sedih2 kaes......"
Oh I Love You Sabrina Bte Mansoor....And thanks guys for the constant hug...Appreciate it lots....
I'm okay...But is just in one of those low moments when i can cry suddenly kat maner2 macam org tebiat......
And Nadia.....will do what you advice me to do......I love you=)

***

Oklah....Naddy signing out......

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥True♥

2010-01-09T12:28:00.000+08:00

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Saat ku merindukan dirimu.....♥

2010-01-07T13:25:00.003+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

Cute tak the above gambar.....Satu romeo satu juliet....Aku chop jadi juliet....Anyone who wants to be my romeo?=p
Yesterday with Sabby was great....Asal datang rumah dier mesti adr makanan.....hehe....i likey....=)

So collect my dvd from her and the menu for that day was maggi laksa!!!!After makan maggi kiter aper lagi....I change clothes then talk2 on her bed and stare under her forever blue sky and put our imagination to a start and arguing over what shape the cloud is.....Then after that....Snoring atas katil.......hehe.....
Decide to karaok but unluckily for us....the dvd player was on a protest since our last karaok session there....So yah......she decide to play the piano and i sang to the song sonata musim salju....at least it was ok.....rather than tk karaok langsong kan....But instead of snow.....hujan.....sungguh tk membestkan...So now...thanks to yesterday was addicted to that song....Sungguh mendayu2 lagu dier......=)
And also ili pop out after buying her and her mom popcorn.....And i got what i want from them yesterday....Awwww......Lega sikit....dapat melepaskan stress di hati.....Jom kiter gi pohon beringin ngan baju kebaya kiter with corset underneath and dudok kat swing and nyanyi....Confirm bestkan ili!!!!=p
Ili the wonderwomen clothes yg aku pinjam kan kau simpan jek kaes.... I buy new one.....hahaha=p
***
"Your heart says stay and battle the pain, but your mind says leave for all this isnt needed, broken into pieces for that one an only. But follow your heart because the heart can only take so much."Oklah....Naddy signing out......

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥ someone mess with my heart since mid 2009♥

2010-01-05T21:10:00.002+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR TUESDAY MUTTONS!!!!!!=)

This is driving me nuts.I want to makan kacang can?

Stress lah.And those sleepless night is contributing to my migraines.
This just sucks lah.Don't go away can?I will find a way to bear with it.

At last the girl in the book got to meet him.She found her prince.I'm happy for someone who doesn't even exist.And i love grace and jimi.Tak guna nyer spencer.
Skipping that,holiday...cepatlah datang....38 more days jek...Klau aku rajin aku kerja and buy myself an iphone.Watson is so so so takder dalam list....Any job recommendations anyone?

Am waiting by the phone to wait for a call to wait for the announcement of my new anak sedare which is due soon....Kak Uda..Biler kak uda nak beranak...tak sabar nie....hehehe......
***
Dier takkan tau...Aper yg kiter nak tak semua yg kiter akan dapat....Example kiter tak dapt kahwen ngan anak raja......Kiter tak dapat rewind time....Okay enough.
I jump you jump.Where is my jack?Otak kater jangan....Hati kater mau......Degil.

Emergency 995:Calling Sabrina,Aishah,Ili.......

***

Skipping that,chat with my darling sister who is just in the next room.She is the darling sister who drives me insane with her kurang ajar-ness.

***

This is the last one,try it.I smile like one crazy maniac at class when i read this.It works with me.So truelah ni benda.

Cara Untuk Mengetahui Kamu Mencintai Seseorang...

12:
Kamu bercakap dengan dia hingga lewat malam dan bila kamu tidur, kamu masih teringat padanya.
11:
Kamu berjalan dengan perlahan sekali bila bersama dengannya.
10:
Kamu rasa serba tak kena bila berjauhan dengannya.
9:
Kamu akan tersenyum bila kamu mendengar suaranya.
8:
Bila kamu memandangnya, kamu tidak nampak orang lain di sekeliling. Kamu hanya nampak dia...
6:
Dia adalah segalanya yang kamu ingin fikirkan.
5:
Kamu perasan kamu sentisa senyum apabila kamu memandangnya.
4:
Kamu akan melakukan apa sahaja untuk membolehkan kamu berjumpa dengannya.
3:
Semasa kamu sedang membaca ini, dalam fikiran kamu terbayang wajah dia sahaja.
2:
Kamu begitu asyik memikirkan tentang dirinya sehingga kamu tidak perasan bahawa nombor tujuh hilang/tiada.
1:
Kamu akan balik ke atas untuk memastikan adalah betul tiada no 7 dan kamu akan tergelak sendiri.

BUATLAH HAJAT KAMU SEKARANG. KAMU TAU APA YANG KAMU PALING INGINKAN.....
I wish....i wish with all my might........
Biler sang hati berbicara....Wakakakakakakakakaka=)
***

Oklah....Naddy signing out......
Btw....FB produce me a name.Honey Tart.Siaper2 berminat ngan kueh tart?I got truck lots of it.

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Bini popeye kena.....♥

2010-01-04T12:08:00.001+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

Haiyyo....1st day of school since the holiday and it just sucks.....Can't sleep yesterday night....Golek saner sini at last tertidor jugak....And want to know who makes me sleep.....?My bantal pelok....Call me weird...but somehow it will always manages to put me to sleep.......

And i miss my cuzzie.....I miss talking "stuff" with her...it had been ions....and the last thing that i can remember talking with her is " biler kiter dah kahwen kiter berbual pasal aper ehk agak nyer..." dah smiling2 aku sendiri.......LoL.....

And yesterday met up with bestie to return the dvd's and lend her my korean dvd entitled "my girl"....

Grab some ice cream and head to civic....Introduce her to some good books before suddenly kena interviewed by this 2 sweet person.......Feeling2 aku jap......Hehe......

Been wanting to cut my hair since dah new year kan....new year everything nak new.....new haircut lah...new clothes lah...new boyfriend lah....hahaha=p

But...mama disagree with me wanting to cut my hair....padahal rambut aku......And this is what she says "nanti kau macam bini popeye!!!" yerlah tu...mentang2 aku kuruskan....tkper....going to make myself berisi this year......

And nadia....smelly fish sak skali kena....dh adr pet names per.....Dier dah suker kau tu nampak nyer......*wink wink*

“I’m not sure how I feel about this… one of the reasons I was prepared to do this was to stop feeling like that and has anything changed? I’m at war with myself and I just don’t know what to do about it…” -LJB

Oklah....Naddy signing out......

Sorrylah klau this post boring ehk......

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥i'm a superwomen,though i might cry sometimes...hee....=)♥

2010-01-02T19:36:00.002+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

Fulamak.....yesterday was great....the karaok,eating and all.....Thanks girls for the day!!!Gerek per.....=)

Hope to do it more often.....and this time....with sleepover as an add-on......

So...yesterday was great....But today was such a downturn.....Tak suker sgt2....

Starting with a deep cut on my thigh....Woke up crying and limping like a baby showing to mama the cut that i have.....And now mama can't stop teasing me....Haiyo.....Bagos per.....

Then later in the afternoon...i was reading this book....and out of nowhere i was crying missing him.......

To make matter's worst the radio was doing no help either.....Playing emo song......Dah depressed makin depressed aku.......End up reading those old still undeleted msgs which make my sis sick of it with an attempt to make the situation better but it ends up with me calling bestie crying saying that i miss him more and with her saying that i should msg him with me disagreeing to it......But it was a relief after letting it all out........

I miss him badly but even if i tell i were to tell him that i miss him...would it even change anything?

So i miss him....but i need to get a move on.....there's still many fishes swimming2 in the sea kan ili....your favourite qoute of all time.....

Enough of those emo stuff...below are some of the pictures of yesterday happier moments with my sayangs.....

♥i'm a superwomen,though i might cry sometimes.....♥

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Saehae Bock Mani ba deu sei yo!♥

2009-12-31T22:16:00.001+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

SAEHAE BOCK MANI BA DEU SEI YO!!!!!!

Hehe....Can't get this korean language craze out of me........Happy Advanced 2010!!!!=)

Well i can't wait to start a new year....am all set to set a bunch of new HAPPY memories.....Going to stash away all the bad memories away and keep the good bunch of 2009 such as:

(1)Having NURAZURA & AISHAH as my bestie in RP.

(2)Getting to know A'LIAH

(3)Falling in love in one of 2 relationships.Pandai2 teka lah ehk yg maner satu.....

(4)The arrival of 3 new family members on my mum side with one of them a set of twins plus 2 more coming soon........tambah ank sedare aku.......very the happy you know.....heeee......

New Year Resolutions:

(1)To accomplish at least half of the resolutions.

(2)To be closer to god

(3)Save money

(4)Keep my bedroom clean....though my sister doubt it....

(5)Learn Korean

(6)Be a good daughter to my parents

.and the list goes on.

***

Skipping that......Even though this new year celebration will be like any other years.....(Tengok fireworks at tv jek.....Terpekik terlolong.....No life kaper.)

Tom will be having a mini celebration with besties at her house.Going to cook spagetthi,karaok and cry out balls watching dvd's and also will be doing some heart to heart talk........

And like the above Picture,i will super super duper make sure that....
I WILL ROCK MY 2010
I swear it will be nothing like 2009.......
One thing will remains the same:
NaDDy LOves YoU!!!!!!!!=)

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥polaroid♥

2009-12-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

I want to be them can?Let's exchange places.=)

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥.oh my.let it be.SarangHeyo♥

2009-12-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

Some people pass through your life and you never think about them again. Some you think about and wonder what ever happened to them. Some you wonder if they ever wonder what happened to you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.
– The Wonder Years

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Sentosa♥

2009-12-26T23:39:00.002+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

Today have been a great day.....and i hope you all enjoy today as much as i do......

Well....practically today is sort of a family day with cuzzie.....

Woke up early today for a trip to sentosa and have my dad to rent a mini van to brought us along there......

Though the weather have not been good to us,we still got to enjoy the mini sunshine moment and taking advantage of it while it's hot and bright.

The Budak2 kecik mandi laut while the anak dara's chit chat,eat and hear music.....And i hope to have that 'dirty' chit chat topic again.LoL......

And to keela,read the qoute above....that guy is a jerk.....say it to his face......smile to him even if he won't smile at you........

Niwaes....Have been starting to make new year's resolution......5 more days and i hope to see the last sunset of 2009......

.2010 is going to be a year when a girl start a new.

Pictures from the sentosa trip below:

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Happy Birthday Nur Haziqah Bte Rahmat♥

2009-12-25T14:50:00.002+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

Saeng il chuk ka ham ni da/Happy 17th Birthday

Nur Haziqah Bte Rahmat=)

Even though kiter fight fight,gedebak gedebuk saner sini,jerit membebel at each other or even sometimes jealous of each other or stab each other back,just want to tell you that i still LOVE you and i am blessed to have a sister like you even though kau tu irritating and can be boring giler sometimes.....No matter what you ROCK my world babe and have a great birthday and may you are blessed with happiness and Good luck for your 'A' level next year.....Confirm chop chop,insyallah you will get to university okay....Kiter satu family will always support you from behind....=) Can't wait to see you in a non-study environment biler dah habes 'A' level nanti....hehehehhe=)

Not forgetting....Stay HoT & JamBu always!!!!!

Sarang HeYO!!!!!!

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Secrets of you,beautiful nightmare♥

2009-12-23T22:07:00.001+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

One word.Bored.Even surfing the net seems so boring now.

Stuck at home with the irritating no manners 7 year old.......Saket jiwa you know.....

And my brain just can't seem to function properly.....There seem to be this pain in the head 2/3 times a day.....

And i'm thinking....Brain Cancer....Merepek gitu.....Choy ah.....Need to go poly if this continue......

So,Sis bdae is on around the corner.....Desperately in need of a family outing.....If not...terjon tingkap aku.....

And am planning an own made sunset moments on the 31st......Been wanting to make new year's resolution......But...Islam new year just pass.....And the semangat-ness to make new year resolution dah flush down the drain......

Everyday seems to be so.....Sunyi.....Cricket all the way.....Besties busy ngan kerja......So practically no one to chit chat with..karaok with....sunset-ing moment with......

And am practically a scary girl with nothing to do but watch wedding shows back to back with Sex and the City in the upcoming list......

So ya....practically i think chop chop confirm korang dah boring ngan my post......

I promise next time best best nyer post ehk.....

Sayang You All.....Eee...Meluat......So....Te Amo semua!!!!!!!!.....=)

Daku rindu orang yang tak sepatot nyer dirindui......Tapi just rindu can?

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Just miss it♥

2009-12-21T16:54:00.000+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

Heya...Just saw an indian death ceremony at the opposite block.

Heard wailing from a pitiful lady....It makes me think of how will i feel if i were in her position or even worse,if i were the one who was dead and my spirit saw my beloved crying and wailing....

This sort of open up my eyes and make me treasure those around me more even though they don't treasure us as much.

And the trip to SSCentre was O.K....bought 2 books at popular which will be sort of my best friend during this 3 weeks holiday which is just left with 2 weeks.

Cuzzie brings her BF along which makes me sort of...you know...weird.....maybe....donnoe lah...just normal envy feeling maybe....cause was hoping to chit chat with her since the last hari rayer haji celebration....

Nonetheless.....I am happy SINGLE.....at least i think i am....

But like i say to Keela...there's still a long journey ahead of us.....

So...ya.... I just miss falling in love maybe......

That's the end of it.

Annyeong!!!!!

♥

♥Miso♥

2009-12-18T17:27:00.001+08:00

AnnyeongHaseyo!!!!=)

I think i'm moving site soon....Maybe....I think...I don't know....

Enough of shit...I think i'm losing myself....In need of some quiet time....

If you love me...text me...LoL=p

Okaes...it's random....See... .i don't know who i am anymore......

Annyeong!!!!!

You know i Sarang You.....

Check out my new tumblr blog if you haven't.....

www.itsherlove.tumblr.com

Pictures explain a thousand words....=)

♥

♥Miso =)♥

2009-12-16T18:54:00.000+08:00

Annyeonghaseyo!!!!!! =)
Apa khabar semua?Heeeee=)
Will not be updating till i found things that are interesting and nonsense-nical (if there's such a word) story to blog.So as you can see,i am bored out of my wits today.Will be having a mini concert in my room soon with my rockish voice which kept disappearing.
And did i say i'm bored?

Okaes...I'm gone.

♥

Toodles!!=)
Te Amo=)
♥

an nyeong!!!!!!=)

♥Qoutes♥

2009-12-11T14:29:00.000+08:00

♥

“Guys drink to forget about girls. Girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they become poor. When girls are in love they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but can’t forgive. Girls can forgive but can’t forget.
Guys break up when they feel love from a girl.
Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man.
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls. Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them.
When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
But finally, guys wish to be her first love, girls wish to be his last.”

♥

.So true.

♥I want coco my teddy bear :( ♥

2009-12-11T12:37:00.000+08:00

♥A Bullet Just Pass Through My Heart♥

Feel so sick.Am in no mood to update whatsoever.This flu season is killing me.I want it to end soon...

Already have fever symptoms which is driving me crazy and turning me nuts....

Will not be blogging much here till this weekend.....

Anything just drop by to my new tumblr webby:Click on>> ♥

I'm talking nonsense.

Anyways...I'm gone.

♥

K dah.

teet....teettt......teettt........
Toodles!!=)
Te Amo=)
♥

*nobody will ever know,especially YOU*

♥Smile with an Attitude =]♥

2009-12-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

♥

.I hate it when i start missing that person.

.It's not good for my health...LoL =p.

Anyways..I'm done.

P.s I love you

♥

THE END

♥update..update...UPDATED!!!!♥

2009-12-01T14:27:00.002+08:00

♥A Bullet Just Pass Through My Heart♥

As promise,the photos at sentosa with the babes.....

That Saturday was a blast...Best teramat sangat....Heeee=) I wanna go again with you girls!!!!

And the one LADY that i would like to thank to is.....jeng jeng jeng.....ZURA!!!thanks for suggesting the outing for us girls.....Though the weather sort of spoil the outing....It was all worth it.....

To zura and cipi...insya-allah if my mum let me go Johor,i wil go with you and the rest okaes.......=)

Besides that,Hari Raya AidilAdha was gerek....A lot of "stuffing food into our mouth" session...The mak2 one corner....The father2 on their own sits,the little kiddos playing hide n seek,the anak dara's gossiping and eating,the bujang's telantar kat lantai sleeping.....typical hari raya haji moments at nenek's house....

Atok's mee hoon goreng was a hot seller followed by mama's lontong and sambal udang....heee=)Food was all over the place...And mama can't stop worrying about her serunding which was a first attempt......

And on that faithful day also...i was being 'molest' by a friendly auntie....LoL=p Nadia and Aisyah should know why...and again...I don't know that auntie......Seriously.....She was touching my butt!!!!

Anyways...I'm gone.

♥

K dah.

teet....teettt......teettt........
Toodles!!=)
Te Amo=)
♥

*nobody will ever know,especially YOU*

♥just sharing♥

2009-11-30T20:51:00.003+08:00

♥

What's the point of loving someone you know you will never have.

But in times we still stubbornly like to cling on those little tiny tiny hope that they will return back to us even though they won't.

It's life.

We just like to hope on something that we know we will never have hoping that it will come true.

Just want you to know,this little heart still misses you somehow.

♥

THE END

♥pixie lott and sentosa♥

2009-11-30T14:47:00.000+08:00

♥A Bullet Just Pass Through My Heart♥

hey....check out this lady here...shes's awesome.....plus hot!!!!
anyways.....will be blogging about the days spent at sentosa with the awesome girlsss.....
gossh...next outing biler???=)
and to nadia and aisyah.....i have a date with you two sweet girlss.....=)

Anyways...I'm gone.

♥

K dah.

teet....teettt......teettt........
Toodles!!=)
Te Amo=)
♥

*nobody will ever know,especially YOU*

♥selamat hari rayer haji♥

2009-11-27T11:31:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum =)
to all my cherries out there....

SELAMAT MENYAMBOT HARI RAYER HAJI!!!!=)

ikHLas dari nadhirah rahmat =)

♥

K dah.

teet....teettt......teettt........
Toodles!!=)
Te Amo=)
♥

♥Rotting♥

2009-11-24T15:23:00.003+08:00

♥A Bullet Just Pass Through My Heart♥

I'm rotting in class.Half the class is gone.And the music is replaying over and over again.
Waiting for zura's class to end before our movie session(if there was any today) started.
My butt will get flatter by the day.
An all pink girl today.Pink clothes,pink tudong,pink shoes.All PINK!!!
After not coming to school for 2 consecutive days....both of which i intended not to come.With on Friday mom asked me to take half day from school but i just say it's better not to come and she agreed with me....and on Monday,i purposely don't set up my alarm clock but my mum woke me up but i fake that i'm asleep though i'm awake cause i'm too tired to go school after the trip to jb which ended on Sunday,i feel lazy to come to school today but force myself too....

And i just finished downloading Icy Tower game.That game is getting me hooked.
Will be blogging about my days at kampong soon.

4 more days till Saturday!!!!weee.....=)
Gosh...i'm lazy to go the toilet.Why am i blogging this anyway.
Anyways...I'm gone.

♥

K dah.

teet....teettt......teettt........
Toodles!!=)
Te Amo=)
♥

*nobody will ever know,especially YOU*

♥its not for satisfaction♥

2009-11-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

♥A Bullet Just Pass Through My Heart♥

is it a NEED or a WANT?

this question have leave me hanging.

answer for me please.

I am not in the right state of mind to think.

And so SHE says....everybody comes and goes.....those memories will have to go one day.But my love will always remains the same.

.I will have my moment one day.

".Being sad with the RIGHT person is better than being happy with the WRONG ones."

♥

K dah.
teet....teettt......teettt........
Toodles!!=)
Te Amo=)
♥
*nobody will ever know,especially YOU*

♥my sygs are my love..guys only broke our hearts♥

2009-11-18T20:59:00.004+08:00

♥A Bullet Just Pass Through My Heart♥

My birthday pictures will be updated by nxt wk?
I think...heeeeeee=)....Finally i'm 18!!!!!!!wwweeeeeeee!!!!!!=)dah legal babe....leh gi clubbing ...Beli rokok...LoL=p mcm betol....tak maen ah tu sumer....
But happy2 aku pon....There's still some gap waiting to be filled...And i'm not rushing into any now.....Those who read my private blog should know....It sucks to the core ser.....
Skipping the emo part.....Next saturday...with my beloved douBLe A's.....azura and aishah....and also her friends.....PICNIC!!!!!!!
And tomorrow...karaok-ing session with my sisters.....Kakak sabbie's house as usual....LoL=p Sab...jgn marah hor....kau nyer bdae dtg dulu kn....aku adek!!!!=)
Be prepared!!!Its gonna rain heavily tomorrow....=p

Confirm besok meet nadia at rp during break!!!
And seriously...i'm craving for japanese food.....After seeing Alinah eat chicken udon....kempunan aku dibuat nyer.....Lol=p
Movie session everyday after school.....3 weeks to holiday which is at 15 december....heee.....tak sabar!!!
HOLIDAY=OUTING,OUTING&MORE OUTING!!!!!=)
still figuring out how my classmate,viveck do a magic trick.... pusing kepaler ku pusing!!!!and i want pringles and seaweed rings!!!!!!!
School is getting more and more interesting each day....I likey....
And good...i forgot what i want to say.....
Except for:
I L.O.V.E LADY GAGA,LILY ALLEN&KATY PERRY
all the controversial women.....i want to be like them can?
am currently reading 'where rainbows end' by cecelia ahern....

♥

K dah.
.my happy life.are you happy?
teet....teettt......teettt........
Toodles!!=)
Te Amo=)
♥

my thoughts my dreams..

Updates and updates

O'Allah

Holiday and ramblings.

Wet Sunday Morning

Bismillah..Let's start....

♥Khamis Jumaat♥

♥scratchy itchy feet♥

♥things happen for a reason♥

♥rezeki ada di mana mana♥

♥one and one only♥

♥baby love♥

♥bookworm-ing♥

♥lets smile alright♥

♥

♥Sentimental memories♥

♥Every breath you take♥

♥senyummm selalu♥

Im sorry for leaving you for so long and didnt meet u for sch anymore.. been caught up with stuff.. forgive me?

Do u love me?

♥in my heart♥

♥suitcase full of love♥

♥marhaba elbe♥

♥Assalamualaikum Cinta♥

♥ Friend,you are giving me one big of a headache.But i still love you okay.♥

♥New skin :)♥

♥Babies♥

♥this heart,its for you.Insya-allah♥

♥all that happens,have its reason♥

♥kasih lebih dari sekadar cinta♥

♥i want to be your sweetest hello and your hardest goodbye♥

♥all i want is you♥

♥Mood jiwang ah babe....inilah isi hati saya....♥

♥Ana uhhibuki♥

♥its friday♥

♥ I miss you, love♥

♥My-day,moan-day,monDay♥

♥CUPCAKES,I should call you Mr Cuppycakes♥

♥I miss you♥

Do u still love me?

nad, is ur blog dead??

formspring.me

thanx for following in tumblr :)

bile aku nak dpt kad jemputan dari kau? craving for nasi minyak y'knw! hahahaha^^ imy!

♥and i miss those kisses on my forehead♥

♥rainy days♥

♥Oh,i love those little droplets of rain.....♥

♥kelong fishing:)♥

♥And when i see you again♥

♥Tooth ache♥

♥i love you♥

♥kisah matsmart dan peaNad =)♥

♥Te Quiero♥

♥I guess some things were just not meant to be ours♥

♥And you whispered i miss you♥

♥There were sounds in my head,whispering...don't let go♥

♥BBq!!!!=)♥

♥you are saudade♥

♥Sick♥

♥*Ten miles from town and I just broke down*♥

♥PeekTures hides a thousand emotions♥

♥notes♥

♥i love my sygs=)♥

♥Sarang Them....=)♥

♥True♥

♥Saat ku merindukan dirimu.....♥

♥ someone mess with my heart since mid 2009♥

♥Bini popeye kena.....♥

♥i'm a superwomen,though i might cry sometimes...hee....=)♥

♥Saehae Bock Mani ba deu sei yo!♥

♥polaroid♥

♥.oh my.let it be.SarangHeyo♥

♥Sentosa♥

♥Happy Birthday Nur Haziqah Bte Rahmat♥

♥Secrets of you,beautiful nightmare♥

♥Just miss it♥

♥Miso♥

♥Miso =)♥

an nyeong!!!!!!=)

♥Qoutes♥

♥Ten miles from town and I just broke down♥